journal #10

In my short period time a lot of people helping me, but one person helping me a lot, he were my family friends. He was 10 years older then me. And he understands me better then my other friend. He was tall and hansom. His face was scary but most women like him, he was little bet fat. And he didn’t smoking and drinking alcohol. Actually he hates smoking and alcohol He told me when I was child don’t drink and smoke, but sex is ok when you are coming older. And he always tell me don’t talk wait girl more then 3 month. When I was 15 years old I had girl friend in Iran and I told him about my relationship wait the girl, and he told me to break up because you live in Kuwait and you must spend a lot of money and wasting your time. At this time I didn’t listening to him and after 2 month I heart from my friend she had boy friend in Iran. After that I always was listening to him. However when he was worried his voice booming and he scar me, so he was like my older brother and he helping me a lot. And I really miss him because I need his help now because I am in confusing time I lost my way. How ever it’s my problem and I must ``fix, I wish I chose a best way. Bay the way he is 31 years old now and he marred and has 1 child.